FUCK MY LIFE.

do you know how much i fucking love you ? do you know all the other r/s ive been in seems worthless and meaningless? do you know i how im pissed off right now cause i cant get my phone to work just to see if you replied my silly message !? do you know that im tearing my phone to pieces just cause i want to know you did well for you exams ?! do you know that your my everything while im your nothing ?! YOU ARE MY FUCKING INSPIRATION TO GO TO POLY YOU GET THAT ? I COULD HAVE GONE OTHER ROUTES BUT IM STICKING TO THAT PROMISE FUCK . WHY DO YOU FUCKING IGNORE ME ALL THESE WHILE ? YOU SAID WE CAN BE FRIENDS BUT FUCK THAT! YOU LIED . YOU DONT GIVE A RAT'S ASS ABOUT ME . FUCK THIS . YOU IGNORE ME LIKE IM NOBODY . MAYBE I AM . MAYBE I DESERVE BUT PLEASE JUST TALK TO ME WILL YOU ?! AFTER ALL THIS WHILE YOU CAN ASK ME ANYTHING AND I STILL CAN ANSWER IT ALL ! ANYTHING . FUCK THIS FUUUUUCCCCK . I JUST WANT TO SEE THAT FUCKING REPLY OF YOURES WETHER YOU MADE IT TO FUCKING POLY ! FUCK I LOVE YOU WHY DONT YOU KNOW THAT. I ASKED YOU OUT NUMEROUS TIMES JUST TO MEND THINGS BUT YOU COULDNT GO OUT !? YOU DIDNT GAVE ME A CHANCE TO MEND THIS MOTHER FUCKING RELATIONSHIPS . THE BLOOD AND SWEAT I I SHED IS NOTHING COMPARED TO HOW MUCH MY HEART HURTS . DONT YOU GET IT ?! YOU WERE THE ONLY GIRL WHO WILL BE THE ONE FOR ME SHIT THIS , IF KARMA IS WILLING TO BE GOOD TO ME , ONE DAY I'LL SEE YOU OUTSIDE , I WILL BE ANOTHER PERSON AND I WILL START BEING YOUR GUY ALL OVER AGAIN EVEN IF IT MEANS LYING ABOUT MYSELF AND MY ENTIRE PAST FUCK. ALL BECAUSE OF ONE TEXT MESSAGE. FUCK THIS SHIT.